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Sunday, March 22nd, 2009
4:47 pm	time for an update Well It has been over a year since I have written on this thing. It is weird to look back at all the entries I have written. I don't even remember half the stuff I wrote about. I just got back from spring break and am graduating from college in 7 weeks. It is really weird to think about. It is scary too. But I think I will be fine. Hopefully I will get a job on the radio somewhere but the economy sucks so who the hell is hiring? This year of college has been fun but not as awsome as last year. No matter what I am going to try and make these last 7 weeks amazing. It was cool looking back on some things I wrote about back in 2004 but life goes on and so will I. (Comment on this)
Monday, February 18th, 2008
7:48 pm	Update long overdue Dear Journal, It has been almost a year and a half since I have written so I gusse it is long over due. Let's see, a lot has happend in a year and a half. I am now at junior in college and I am living off campus in a house with my friends having a blast. I worked at Toys R Us over winter brake and other then that did nothing. I do not know what's going on back home, I like it up here though. My dog is not doing well, my parents say that they are gonna put her down soon.... I just would like to see her one last time. So I got about 2 and a half semesters left here in plattsburgh (hopffuly)and I really do not know what I want to do when I get out of here. I know I wanna be one the radio or T.V. but who knows what will happen. Some of my friends are graduating this semester so it is going to be weird next year. I am still living in the same house but not all of the same people. I have a feeling this is the best year of my life and I gotta enjoy it as much as I can. One thing still holds true from my last entry which was a year and a half ago... I want to move out to California someday. Mabey after I graduate. I gusse I will try to write more often, I usualy do not have much time. I am the program director at the college radio station... I have been doing radio since im 13, I am 20 now. Crazey. Im out for now (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 26th, 2006
1:24 am	yaayaya Wow, it has been a long ass time since I have written in this thing... I just read most of the things I wrote over the past two years. My oh my how things change.... Last thing I read I was working at shoprite going to school starting during 3rd period... I really don't know where my life is taking me. Somtimes I just want to get out of here and go to California or for that matter Fort Myers. There is so many things on my mind right now.. This past week I was home back in plainview for thanksgiving and it was fun seeing all my friends. I had a nice party and we all just chilled. Winter brake is comming up soon and I hope I have a job. I really miss it down here I miss all of my friends from home... it just isint the same... and I know life goes on and things change but I wish it didn't. Eh 3 more weeks in plattsburgh then back down here. Things change they always do but I gusse thats why you have to live for the moment. My birthday is in one week... im just getting older... I miss the way things used to be go to school go to work at shoprite and hang out with some great friends... it may sound simpel but its not dont get me wrong college is really fun and i love it my friends up their are amazing its just that somtimes i miss my town... whatever im out Current Mood: nostalgic (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
12:39 am	last nite in Plainview Well tonight was my last night in Plainview before I go back to Plattsburgh. This vacation was fun. I hung out with the plainview crew (Poker Crew). I worked at ShopRite where I have worked since 9th grade so that was cool and it was just good to be back in Plainview. There are some people I would have liked to seen that I didn't but all in all it was good to be back here. I visited the old high school a couple of times.... I miss that place. But it will be good to be back in Plattsburgh. Its about 1 am and I have to get up at 5 am for the 7 hour train ride back to Plattsburgh. Fun Fun. Anywayz I will be back in March... peace out Plainview.......... Current Mood: nostalgic (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 21st, 2006
3:14 am	one last nite Well tonite was the last nite for the winter brake that I would spend with my friends. We had one last poker game in which I won 30 bucks. Then we all went to Appelbees and had half price appitizers. It was fun. Then me and Cliff chilled with Rachel and Linda. It was a fun night. It s not 3:56 am and in just 26 hours I will be on a train back to Plattsburgh. This vacation was fun. I hung out with people I hadent since the summer exepct for one person but whatever. Anywayz its time for college again.... time to say goodbye to Plainview.... the place where I grew up. I just got used to being back here and now I have to leave. It sucks. But college should be fun. peace out for now (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 14th, 2006
2:30 am	one week until college starts again Well it is just about one week before I return to Plattsburgh for another semester. I really don't know if I want to. I am having a really good time here. It's 2:31 am and I just got home. Yeah the parties r great there but I don't know I wish I could still be back here with all the same people. Obvously that can not happen. I still don't know what I am gonna do. Obvusly I am going back but about next semester? I really do not know yet. Evreyone thinks that college is so great well it is not all its crakced up to be. It's fun at times and at times it gets boring. Here I am alwasy active... weather I work, play cards, drink or just hang out with friends. I hope to make my last week here a good one. I hope to do things that I have wanted to do since I got home. I don't know. 18 is a crazy age your old enough to be on your own and be able to vote but you still can not by achoal (leagly) although I can as of now because of my wonderful I.D. but anwyaz mabye college will be better this semster who knows? Oh well as a wise person once sad "things change they alwasy do" yeah but what I wouldnt give to be back in high school.... ehhh I like it better home but if I stay home then when most of my friends go back to school I would be bored here. Don't get me wrong I have great friends up in Plattsburgh and I can't wait to see them it's just that it is so far away and ughhhh I just hope I can figure this all out. I don't want to feel this way anymore I just want to go to college and have a great time because before I know it college will be over and I will miss that too. So heres to the semester of 06 at Plattsburgh!!! hopfuly it will be a one to remember. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
1:15 am	Rangers win and Buying beers with my brothers fake id What a great night... Me, Cliff, Kelly, and one of Cliffs friends at work whent to the Rnagers game. The Rangers won 4-2 and I used a fake id and bought achoal at Madison Square Garden. I really did not think it would work but it did I mean I thought I look like im 15 evendently I don't. So yeah no I can get beer whenever so yeahhhhh.... then we all went to TGI Fridays and celibrated the Rangers victory!!! Thursday they retire Mark Messiers jersey what a grea night that should be anywazz I can achoal anytime now so hell yeah.... good nite (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
12:16 am	Well this weekend was fun. Me Evan and Matt whent up to the Turnigstone Casino. They allow you to gamble at 18 their. I played blackjack, slots and of course POKER.... I was down 200 bucks then whent to the poker table and won 400 so I was up 200. Later that night we went back and I was up about 500 bucks untill around 3:30 am I ended up loosing it all. But oh well I lost 100 of my own money not to bad.... It was fun though. Evan of course won like 1,000 dollers but all in all it was a good trip even though we were only their for a day. Eh whatever 2 weeks until I go back to Plattsburgh. Idk how I feel about that I mean I wanna go back but I don't and I gotta figure out what is best. (Comment on this)
Monday, January 2nd, 2006
1:19 am	New Years Day New Years Eve was a fun night.... I worked till about 7:30 I even stocked some frozen foods.... lol no it was fun because I had some of my good friends came over and we played beer pong the whole night. It was me, Evan, Cliff, Matt, Jackie, one of her friends, Gary and Rebecca.... Of course I sucked at beer pong what else is new... I drank wiskey and did Jagermyster shots with evreyone. We played beer pong for about 3 hours. Cliff and Jackie won evrey single game until the last game when me and Matt beat them. I sunk in the last cup to win. Then of course we did shots as the ball droped. It was a fun night..... Today I woke up with a hangover.... went to the gym for the first time in like forever... I am signed up for the month... lets hope i end up going a lot.... Then I played poker(what else) lost 40 bucks but after dinner I got it back and won some extra at Cliffs. Then tonight after cards some of us drove around and just hung out at dunkin donuts for a while just talkin.... jus like old times.... man I miss these days Good Times Good Times Close your eyes... And go back... Before the Internet or the AIM Before semi automatics and weed Before playstation2 or X-bOX Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night... Way back... I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Red light, Green light. Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on. Mother May I? Red Rover four square Hula Hoops Running through the sprinkler Happy Meals Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car Wait... Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons Like Hey Arnold and Doug Or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, and who, ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK! Who could forget Snick Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles,and Power Rangers, Christmas morning... Your first day of school Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses Climbing trees Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers Jumpin' down the steps Jumpin' on the bed Pillow fights Runnin' till you were out of breath Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants Being tired from playin' all day Your first crush... Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7-Up" in the classroom Remember that? I'm not finished yet... Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school Class Field Trips When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there. When getting high was swinging on the swingset When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle. When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool. When Toys r Us overuled the "mall" I want to go back to the time when... Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe" Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!" "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly" Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends. Being old, referred to anyone over 20. The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties. Nobody was prettier than Mom Nobody was cooler than Dad Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare" Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles. If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!! Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life... i double dog dare you Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 31st, 2005
2:16 am	Well it is officlay New Years Eve.. Let's see here so far this week..... I made a total shit head out of myself, I worked, I got thrown into a bathroom at a bar by a so called "Bouncer" and yeah tonite is new years eve... It's good to be home though. I just wish I wasn't such an idiot.... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
1:21 am	Well Christmass came and past.... I went to my uncles house like I do evrey year even thoe I am Jewish.... I sa King Kong which I thought would be terrible but it was amazing.... Today I saw my friends who moved out to Ohio then I played poker for the first time since Agust.... I won 50 bucks.... Other then that IDK evreything seems so dam complicated now. I really do not know what to do... I gusse growing up never is easy... o well... I'm out peace Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 25th, 2005
1:12 am	Christmass EVE Well Tonight was Christmass Eve... I am Jewish so its not a big deal to me... I worked all day and played some pool. I don't know why I keep this journal... I gusse I am just bored at 1:18 am... It's just that all these things are happning... I am in college, and NOTHING is the same.... I like this gril that probly thinks I am pretty weird on the way I acted over the summer but that was because I never felt so strongly for a girl and I really did not know how to act......... A bunch of shit is going on and IDK what to do. You would think by 18 you know what you want to do about evreything... well I don't know what to do about this girl, I don't know if I wanna stay at this college, I just don' fucking know!!! I was just lookin back on a bunch of old journal entries from last year and I see how much happier I was.... I gusse because evreything was still the same basicly. This is such a huge change and I am really not so sure I am ready for it... but I have to figure it out somehow... peace Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
11:58 pm	Drunk as a Skunk part 2 Well tonight I went to a bar... I got fuckin wasted out of my mind. Me Cliff and a bunch of other peopole went their and listined to some good bands play for the christmass party. I probly drank like 6 brews and had a couple of yaggermyster shots.... I even got a shirt and hat of yaggermyster..... Yeah im really drun right now.... fun night thou deffinitly do it again sometime... First time drunk since I ghot back from college.... Good Times Good Times.... Hopfuly New Years Eve will be even better!!!!! Fuck I got work in a little bit peace out Current Mood: drunk (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
11:46 pm	pissed Well today I finaly had a day off from work.... I went up to the high school and went on the radio and talked to some people I havent seen in a while. I then drove around with my friends doing absoultly nothing it but then again when ur 18 there is nothing to do in Plainview. I played poker for the first time since Agust that was intresting.... It was kool hangin out with the old crew. Times have changed though as people change. I really do not know why I am up.... I have work at 7am and its 12.... its like im back in high school I gotta get up at 630 am.... I havent done that since June. Im just kinda pissed right now since I found out that this girl that I have liked for a long ass time has a boy friend (I think) so yeahhhh it kinda sucks but whatever I never had a chance anywayz..... like I said earlier times change and people change.... but not me... eh as a wise man once said IT'S ALLL DOWN..... I'm out for now hopfuly things get better peace Current Mood: crappy (Comment on this)
12:46 am	idiots are on the road! Well today I hung out with a bunch of people I havent seen in a long time. I almost got into an accident driving by the Hicksvile Train Station because some idiot decides it would be fun to pull out of a driveway while I am stuck at a red light and almost crashes in to me... I keep on beeping my horn and it finaly stops I can't stand some drivers... plus it did not help that I made the wrong turn for the train station but thats besides the point!..... idiots r on the road.... anywayz so yeah I worked till 11:30 pm closing once again.... then just drove around good ol Plainview with some friends till right about now.... Tommorow I will probly go back up to the high school and do some hawk talk lol.... yeah so whatever thats it for now peace (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
12:52 am	Well Tonight I went to the Ranger Devil game and well the Rangers lost 3-1 becuase they take to many peanilites..... uhh I really don't know why I keep an online journal so don't ask... I worked today having coustomers bitch at me.... and I just got back from playing roller hockey.... that is about it... not to much going on just a little bored right now... anyways I will probly right evrey night that I am home later (Comment on this)
Monday, December 19th, 2005
11:34 pm	Well today was my first day back at ShopRite since I left for college in Agust... it was good..... yeah so far its been fun to be back in old Plainview... Evreyone will be home by Tuesday night so hopfuly this will be a good month home... Mabey I'll drop by the old high school somtime while I am home. It's weird being home for so long and not going to school in december.... I think I have changed for the better since I went away from college... I am not such a shmuck anymore... well that is up for interpatation.... I just want to look past last summer and move on to bigger and better things but for some dam reason I can't ehhh it's all down...... Should be a good month back in Plainview...... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 24th, 2005
2:31 am	Alumni Day Well today was alumni day at the old high school. It was kool seeing people I have not seen in a long time. There were some people I did not expect to see and then there where others I wanted to see but where not there oh well mabey next time.... It was weird to be back in the high school. It is officaly Thanksgiving and Idk i am bored so I thought I might as well rambel on. Tonite my friends took me out to eat for my birthdat because it's next friday and well I will be back in school by then... Whatever I am tierd goodnite happy thanksgiving (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
1:26 am	i don't know Well tonite I hung out with my two really close friends that I really havent seen in a while. It seemd the same.. We went to the diner as usual then we went driving around. We drove to bagel boss where we saw a lot of the kids in our grade and talked to them for a while. I have come to the conclusion that I should stay in Plattsburgh. There is nothing here for me anymore and plainview will alwasy be here I gusse. I just gotta get used to college I gusse it's just so dam far. idk there is somthing missing and I gusse I have to figure that out. It just sucks when you can't get this girl out of your head that you know you have no chance with....watever growing up sucks.... im out for now.. its 130 am and i am about to play monoply wit my brother lol later~ (Comment on this)
Monday, November 21st, 2005
10:58 pm	Well I am back home for Thanksgiving week. It is weird to be back home. It's much diffrent. I have been chillin with some of my old frineds I have not seen in so long. It is much diffrent. It is still a hard decision for me to either stay at PSU or come back home. There are pros and cons but I gusse that is with evreything. It is such a hard decision. I like it at Plattsburgh.... I have good friends and the parties are great plus it has a great program for my major but their is somthing missing and I can't really figure out what that is.I like this girl but of course she dosen't like me... isn't that alwasy the way it works? If I come home not to many people are around here for me and the program that I want really is not that good. Adolecense is a tuough time..... wow I have turned into a phillosopher or somthing I don't know. Don't get me wrong college is fun but like I said their is somthing missing..... Eh High School was so much easier... you go to school you work and you hang out with the friends you have known all your life. It was the same rountine you were used to for 13 years..... but things never last forever. You just gotta move on..... I'v got till this week to make a decision.... I am leaning towards staying at PSU but for some reason I can't see myself their 4 years even though it has what I want. It's so dam far away from home. I am closer to Canada then I am to home. Some days are great and others I feel homesick. I hate making decisions. Whatever I'll figure it out.. things will fall into place soon enough... I just hope that soon enough is now...... Current Mood: frustrated (3 Comments |Comment on this)